Tuesday, May 4, 2010

something is in my mind

WHAT IF you feel like you have DOUBLE PERSONALITY?

in one side you are
a kind person who make friends with all people,
who try your best to help your friends who are in difficult times,
but never be aware of those people who try to do bad things to you

in other side you are
picky in making friends,
who never care about what people think about you,
who never care with anything,
who is sensitive and temperamental,
but aware of those people who are trying to do something bad behind your back

WHAT IF?!

you used to be someone who is sensitive and temperamental but after trying so hard you have changed to be the better side of you even though it took months and almost a year to do it.

for a year you live happily with what you have got, you happy with friends you've got, with people around you

BUT!

just because of something small happened, you can feel that your bad attitude is coming again..your emotion try to control you..you don't have enough power to against it..you let it flow to your body

WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT?!

are you going to go away from your friend's life?so they wont experience bad times in their life? OR are you trying to control yourself and ask people around you and who are willing to help you help to control you?