I just don't know where to talk about this and who to talk about this.. Sorry if I am being so immature.. Sorry if I am being so childish.. Sorry if I act without thinking.. Sorry if I say things without filtering it.. I am really sorry.. To you who I treated like that.. I am really sorry.. I just want to make you as mine for as long as I want.. and sorry for being childish but deep inside I just feel lonely.. I am sorry.. really really sorry.. I wish there is someone out there who can feel the same like what I felt.. I realise all what I've done was wrong.. I just hate it when I need to pretend to smile, to be happy, to laugh when what I really feel is just loneliness.. I just want to keep someone who walked in when some of the others walk out.. I just want to keep someone who was there when I need someone else.. I just want to keep someone who has taught me more than the person I expected.. I just want to keep someone who accept me as I am.. I am so sorry for being selfish.. I know I have been saying sorry for million times but I have no idea why I keep doing it.. Really really really sorry.. I love you my best friend..