Him

I've been waiting for the right one from God but I couldn't say that I didn't love him.

I do love him and I do really care about him.

All the things that I seek is in him.

Oh God, if he is the right one for me let him be mine.

If he is not then give me the strength to let him go so both of us could get our best from you.
I know I might be wrong loving someone's boyfriend.
He is the only one I can't get my hearts off from.
I know we didn't work well, I know I might make a lot of mistakes.
Do second chance really exist? can I get one of them for this?
He is not the richest guy i've ever met
He is not the most good looking guy I've ever met
He is not the most sweet guy I've ever met
but he is the only one that make me forget all other guys.
None of those guys could make me feel like what I felt for him.
So God if you let me, let it be. If it's not then I will stop waiting.
Years is enough to feel the pain but if he is happy then keep it that way God