"The more you love, The less you will be love"

Do you believe that you can hear God's voice? Do you believe in God? Can you obey God when he asked you to do something?

I have decided that I'm going for good this beginning of July, it's been a month since God prophecy. The main message that He would like to tell me is about this for good thing. He said that deep inside my heart, I knew which one I should choose. It's true but I'm being double minded. In the other hand I would like to stay here, my faith will keep growing in Sydney but not in Indo but in the other hand I keep on thinking what I will not get if I stay in Sydney and yes I am tired of being double minded.

I can't even describe what am I going through right now. I can't describe how I feel about this whole stuff. Some people believe me some people don't.

I just want to obey! but why is it so hard for me? :(