How can you forget someone who gave you so much memories to remember? doesn't matter happy or sad moment, it still memories. Either she or he was your ex-girlfriend, ex-boyfriend, best friend or friend no matter how long have you been together with them you will have memories between you and when they left, they'll bring everything and what's left is just memories. It doesn't matter what makes you not being a couple or a friend anymore but there's nothing can change what you had with that person before. When you stare at a picture with that person, you'll realise that the picture will stay the same and nothing is going to change but people who is inside the picture do. Doesn't matter how hard you tried, sometimes the memories will flashback in unexpected time. When I was hurt I thought it's better if I don't meet them or know them from the first time, but who would know what I'll be if they didn't came to my life, will my life be like the life I'm living now or is it going to be more worst or better? No one knows. Its pathetic when you were once friend, best friend, sister and ended up as strangers. Move on is not an easy thing to do in this case because the flashback keep on reminding me of thing that I wish to erase from my brain.

Your life story is my inspiration to face whatever struggle in front of me and stay strong till I make it.

May is here.

It's just another month passing by which is I only got 2 months left.

I'm sad to leave sydney but I had not much choice to choose in fact I got no choice.

I got pros and cons at the same time.

I need to spend the most of it for the last 2 months.

I'm surely gonna miss Shitney.