I seriously dont know what to feel right now. I am quite disappointed and sad. I dont know what to do. What if this wont work out? I just dont want to let things go. I hope i fight with the right people on the right battle for the right achievement

I used to force thing to happen in my own time and with my own way but lately it's been proven that all good things come to those who wait. Wait for His timing and His perfect plan. I've been forcing this thing to happen for more than  a year or maybe almost two but who will imagine that the thing that I used to force to come by itself to me. I thank God for everything happen in me both good and bad times :)

It's been more than a year since the last time i wrote in this blog. I can't even remember what i wrote and what I was thinking when I wrote that. I have more thoughts that I wanted to share here but I don't know how to express those in words.