To be honest I don't really like to make new friends.

I have my own reason for that.

I just need a friend who don't give a shit to bullshit and who don't give fake promises.

I just need a friend who do more action and less talking.

I just need a friend who will say "i won't leave you" and "i'll be there anytime".

be thankful for what you have..

Last Tuesday I went to cell group and we was talking about what we are thankful for.

• I am thankful that I was born in this family.
• I am thankful that I still breathing.
• I am thankful that I can study in Sydney.
• I am thankful that I can finish my high school.
• I am thankful that I can work.
• I am thankful that I have obewack as my companion since 4 years ago.
• I am thankful that I have best friend here, in Sydney.
• I am thankful that I know Jesus.
• I am thankful that I came to Antioch Gospel Church.
• I am thankful that I always get enough.

• I am thankful that I've been sick so I can learn to take a good care of myself.
• I am thankful that I've feel what a broken heart feels like so I can learn to be more careful in choosing partner.
• I am thankful that I've been betrayed before.
• I am thankful that I've been backstabbed before.
• I am thankful that I've been scolded before so I can learn from my mistakes.
• I am thankful that I've been punished before.

There are a lot of things that we can be thankful for, no matter its good or bad.

THIS IS ME

This is me weather you like it or not. I seems to be very quiet to every single person I met but if you see me I am more talkative to some people, just take this conclusion that I am more comfortable to talk to that person than anyone else. Not picky but I just don't want to hurt anyone's feeling if they don't *click with me. When I always laugh, it doesn't mean that I am always happy. When I always make stupid jokes, it doesn't mean that I am less educated. I seems playful but it doesn't mean I can't be serious. I seems stupid but it doesn't mean I can't be smart. But there are some people whom their level of jokes is lower than mine, so I rather choose to keep quiet than to hurt someone's feeling. If I can tell someone about my secret, it means that I just can trust that person and I accept them no matter how long we have known each other. This is me. I don't like to be one of those person who likes to know about everything. If you want to tell me, I will surely listen. If you don't want to tell me, I don't mind. But for me, just give me some space guys for those of you. I will tell the person I want to tell. I will answer those person who ask and deserve my answers. Whether you like it or not, THIS IS ME.

don't judge me by my cover

Please cooperate with me, thumb..

Last Saturday afternoon when I was helping Antioch's cooking team cooking,

I chose to help cutting the onions. Just after few chops, I accidentally chopped 3 of my left fingers.

OUCH! That was hurt! but I didn't cry, I was laughing.

LOL but that's true and tomorrow is my first day training at McDonald's.

I just hope my thumb will cooperate with me and will not give me any hard times.

AMEN!

Inception!

Yesterday I seen this movie called "INCEPTION". Well, to be honest I do understand this movie but there are some part that I am confused about. What I like from this movie is the idea of stages of dreams, where you are dreaming under your dream. Where you can build your own world, make a new prospective but not modifying it. I wish I can have that too, where I can be in my own world that I created with those people I wanted. It's just amazing!.

(F)(A)(M)(I)(L)(Y)

(F)ather (A)nd (M)other (I) (L)ove (Y)ou

Yeah! for me the word family stands for that!. How grateful I am to be born in this family. Like seriously they are the best parents ever!. They are my celebrity, my superhero and my everything!! They work super extra hard to make their children happy. When you ask for "a" they will give you "a*". They can give u more than what you want. They sacrifice everything for their kids. I am sure your parents did that to you too. Even though I used to get hit and scolded but I know they did that for my own good. I just can't describe their love because its undescribable. My dad is the only man I love the most! My mom is the best friend ever! Love you mom and dad. =)

Learning

I do believe none of you guys think this life is easy enough to get through. I am only 17 years old and I admit it for the past 16 years I learnt a lot about life and I am sure I will learn more in the future. Life is a part of learning.

I've learnt how to speak

I've learnt how to say proper thing

I've learnt how to walk

I've learnt how to read

I've learnt how to do thing by my own

I've learnt how to study

I've learnt how to memorise

I've learnt how to smile

I've learnt how to cry

I've learnt how to express my thoughts

I've learnt how to express my feelings

I've learnt how to lie

I've learnt how to tell the truth

I've learnt how to care for people

I've learnt how to love people

I've learnt how to overcome my struggles

I've learnt how to make friends with the right people

I've learnt how to appreciate things

I've learnt how to say thank you

I've learnt how to say sorry

I've learnt how to forgive

Sometimes I just forgot what I've learnt and make the same mistakes over and over again. I'm sure I will learn more in the future. Just keep learning.